Hello My Dear Friends

Here's A Little Bit Of My Story

As I delve into the depths of my journal writings, I am excited to share a glimpse into who I am. Born in Chicago, my life's journey has taken me to various locations and experiences. According to my parents, they relocated me to the country to provide a better upbringing. While the details may be clouded, growing up in a rural area surrounded by corn and soy beans shaped my early years. The memories of playing hide and seek in the corn fields are etched in my mind, evoking a sense of nostalgia.

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Growing up, my life was shaped by the challenges posed by having a mother who struggled with mental health issues. Each day was uncertain, as I never knew if it would be a good day or a bad day for all of us. The unpredictability of my mother's condition often necessitated me being dropped off at neighbors or grandparents, as I temporarily lost her care. Throughout my childhood, I found myself frequently in and out of school, due to my mother's recurring admissions to the hospital.

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Living with a mother who had mental issues presented unique challenges. There were times when she would be stable and able to provide a loving and nurturing environment, only for her condition to deteriorate again. This yo-yo effect created a rollercoaster of emotions for me, as I constantly adapted to the ever-changing circumstances.

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Despite the hardships, I was fortunate to have a network of supportive individuals who stood by my side. My grandparents, father, neighbors, and teachers became pillars of strength, providing love and stability during difficult times. Their care and support played a crucial role in helping me navigate through life's challenges.

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While my life growing up was undoubtedly challenging, it also taught me resilience and the importance of seeking help when needed. Writing down the phrase "Every Path Has Its Puddle," I kept it as a reminder that even in the most difficult situations, one can find strength and determination. It served as a reminder that every path, no matter how difficult, contains opportunities for growth and learning.

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Looking back on my life growing up with a mentally-ill mother, I am grateful for the strength and resilience I cultivated. While it was undoubtedly a difficult journey, it shaped me into the person I am today. The love and support I received from my loved ones, coupled with my own determination, allowed me to navigate the challenges of life's path. Every Puddle I encountered along the way only served to strengthen my resolve and make me more determined to overcome the obstacles that came my way.

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​I married at a young age. It was a conscious decision, driven by a desire to start a family. Four years later, my beautiful daughter entered the world, bringing immense joy and fulfillment into my life. However, life's ups and downs led me to face the challenges of divorce. These events have shaped me, and I look forward to sharing more about these chapters of my life in future entries.

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As I embark on this journaling journey, I invite you to join me on this introspective exploration. Through my entries, you will gain a deeper understanding of who I am, beyond the surface details and stories I have shared. Each entry will be a small glimpse into my thoughts and emotions, as I navigate the complexities and joys that life offers. So, fasten your seatbelts, and let's embark on this captivating  journey together.